Mum & Dad you will never know just how hard this has been and still is. As each day goes by i wonder why god had to take you both from me, leaving me suffering with so much pain.
My heart failed the day he made it final and i will never forget just how bad i felt.
From then until now every moment i think, wonder, ask , why did you take my parents away.
You have missed your great grandchildren grow up. \\\\\
I hated every moment i watched you in pain, it broke my heart yet i never ever wanted you both to leave. Selfish it may have been but i was once told by you mum that if anything happened i would regret anything i said or done and i do. I was not an easy child i know but i did love you both with all my heart and you was right, im the one left suffering now and have done from the day you left me.
Love you both with all my heart and soul.
Please forgive everything i ever said or done that was not right. I miss you both so so much it kills a part of me daily
love always and forever more. your daughter
deborah xxx