Mam i had to come and send this message because im feeling so lost without you. You were the head strong one and the one who always cared but now your gone im lost. My life seems pointless and i wish you was here to help me out. I hope your here with me in spirit and i hope one day you will come to me so i know your here, i find it hard not knowing or believing you are here, it is so hard for me. I loved you so very much when you were here and i love you just the same now your gone and with dad but im finding it hard to forget that very day you left me. I think about you both every day and i spend a lot of time crying but no matter how much i cry and whatever i do it will not bring you back to me so i try to move on but i cannot. Once you come to me and tell me your watching over me and im ok to move on then i think i will but until that day i just feel trapped and alone. love always Goodnight Godbless xxx