My loving parents, if ever there as a time i needed you then its now, i am in such a disrupted situation. It has taken me nearly 3 yrs to come to terms with your death mum and 8 yrs to come to terms with your death dad.
I love you both so much and i need you both so very much. Im alone and lost, i really need to be loved and without you both i feel no love around me. i wish you were here. Goodnight godbless. My love always Deborah. xxxx